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[He is spoiled each day, waking beside his Lao Wen and going about the duties appointed him. After a nice breakfast, of course. His beloved makes sure he is fed and fed well. Then, after spending far too much time in a certain audience chamber, he makes his way back to the rooms he has come to love best. Sometimes he makes a detour into the garden, wandering the meandering paths or taking a nap against his favorite tree. But he always returns to Kexing.

He bathes himself in preparation for seeing his husband-to-be, making sure he smells good enough to eat - not that he can tell, but he presumes he smells nice based on the soaps he chooses. Then he dresses himself in his thin under-robe and lays down in their bed.

That is how Kexing will find him, blinking peacefully, most days, looking all too like a contented cat or fox.]

Hello.

Edited 2021-11-23 13:02 (UTC)

[ He loves spoiling his soulmate. Cooking good meals for him, holding him through the night, kisses...all of it keeps him going during the day. And coming back to their room? To finding Zishu there?

Very little could make this better, outside of the certainty of Zishu living. Oh, he knows Zishu shouldn't be in this wing. So they are careful, and he knows his soulmate is too skilled to be discovered where he shouldn't be, according to the rules of court here.

He grins when he comes in and stalks over to the bed, leaning in to claim a tender kiss that starts at Zishu's lips, then more kisses as he moves down along his jaw to press loving affection over that tempting neck before he simply breathes in his beloved's clean, enticing scent. Kexing sighs happily and nuzzles his beloved before stretching out beside him.

Only then does he smile again into Zishu's eyes, nudging their noses together. ]

Mmm...Hello.

[If there is one thing Zishu knows how to do, it's how to move around silently, secretly. He won't get his Lao Wen in trouble nor will he allow trouble to fall on his head either. What they have is too important and if someone tried to remove him from these rooms, Baiyi would slit their throat.

The sword is, as ever, nearby even when Zishu lounges in their bed.

Dark eyes brighten when Kexing approaches him and he lifts himself to press into each kiss, blushing when the attention drifts to his jaw and neck. His efforts in the bath have paid off and he grins when his beloved lays beside him. He welcomes Kexing with a warm hug, checking him over for any wounds.]

I...wanted to show you... [Sitting up, he loosens the robe and opens it to his waist, showing Kexing how well the wounds have healed. The scars are a light pink.]

[ They both have that skill, don't they? They're careful, but also stubborn in staying together. No one can get into these rooms who doesn't belong in them. Kexing admires his A-Xu's Baiyi, has from the moment he'd heard of it and then learned it belonged to this beautiful man.

He takes his time in lavishing affection and love to that ailing body that still smells so very good and feels even better in his arms, pressed against him. He loves those blushes, and grins when he pulls back. The embrace makes him hum, and he does nothing to push those hands off as they check him over for non-existent wounds.

Those words have him sit up, then draw in a sharp breath as that robe is loosened and pushed down. He reaches out to gently trace over the pink scars, then leans in to press feather-light kisses over each one. Once again moving slowly up his soulmate's body to claim another kiss from those soft lips. ]

Much better, A-Xu.

[Baiyi will protect them; Zishu hasn't once been disappointed in his blade. Just like his beloved's fan. Their weapons know who to cut down and who to spare. It amuses him that, even when they fought earnestly, neither of their weapons harmed them. Baiyi and that enchanting fan are wiser than their wielders!

His senses are diminished, but he hasn't noticed that worsening. Eleven's healing has given him a point of stability and he has some energy to spare most days. That alone is a gift he could never repay with money. But he will find a way to express his gratitude.

Right now, however, he can think of nothing else but his soulmate's lips and the strength of the body that presses close. His hands search for wounds and, upon finding none, Zishu smiles. He kisses his soulmate, his world, lovingly before he sits up, ready to share his good news.

He watches Kexing avidly, blushing harder when the scars are kissed. His skin...tingles. It feels good to be touched like that and he bites his lip.]

Mmm... [Blinking slowly at the kiss to his lips, he cups his beloved's face between his hands.] Lao Wen, would you like to lie with me? Without our robes?

[ They're too familiar with their weapons of choice. Kexing's is just less obvious!

He's more relieved by the healing than he can fully express - Eleven has earned a lot of free meals (and more) for this. Time. Zishu is still dying far too fast. But they have a little more time. His beloved is stronger.

Getting to show some of his love every day, to kiss and touch this man's body, is more than he'd really hoped for. But now there is more hope, that he won't lose his reason for living. So he smiles, relaxing under those hands, then his eyes go a little wide at the questions, gasping. Before his smile brightens and he turns his head enough to kiss each palm. ]

Yes.

[ He'd never suggested it before, despite his keen interest in men and lack of shame when it comes to sex...because he doesn't want to force his soulmate in this. Not even just in undressing before the other and learning how the other's body feels without anything hiding their skin. ]

Do you want me to undress for you, my A-Xu? [ He lets his voice dip, seductively playful but still so very warm. ]

[He loves Kexing's weapon; it's fitting for a man who has learned how to adapt to any situation.

And, yes, he is dying and that is part of the reason he wants to shed everything that separates them. Zishu still has a sense of touch and Kexing's lips and hands do affect him. He doesn't want to lose an opportunity - even if there are bumps in the road - just because he is afraid of being a disappointment. Kexing will accept him no matter what. He trusts that.]

I want to see you. [He smiles gently.] Let me see my Lao Wen. Let me know what he feels like and where he likes to be touched.

[In return, he begins to slip out of his robe, pushing it down so he can free his arms first.]

[ It's not even that he doesn't know how to wield a sword like a master - it's the fact he prefers using a fan. It disarms people. Distracts them. Makes them believe he's not deadly with anything he puts his hands on.

Kexing smiles softly at those words and leans in for one more soft kiss to those tempting lips before pulling back, moving off the bed entirely. Since he hadn't bothered to undress at all when first coming back to their room, he's still in many layers - though they've been pushed aside here and there and hang looser than how he'd let himself be seen in public.

Keeping his gaze on his soulmate, he steps out of his boots as his hands untie each layer, slowly pulling each one off and drapes them over a chair to be put away later. Even when he's left just in his trousers, he pauses to look over his A-Xu, a quiet, smug little smirk fixed on his lips as he admires the other's body.

Kexing runs fingertips over the waist of his trousers...then moves to remove his hair ornaments instead. ]

[He keeps the robe tied around his waist, revealing only his upper body as Kexing undresses. Zishu's eyes lid with pleasure at what he sees, heat curling, stubbornly, in his stomach. So his body isn't completely useless! Everything just feels...less intense than it should. Like an echo of what could be.

But he enjoys seeing that perfect skin, those strong, muscular lines and then his mouth goes dry when those hands tease him. Take off the trousers. His thoughts are visible on his face, a hungry yearning in his eyes.

Only for his gaze to be drawn instead to that beautiful hair. Zishu slips off of the bed and lets the robe drop, revealing that he is wearing nothing underneath. His scarred body is thinner than it should be, but his muscles are obvious. He walks around the bed to stand before his soulmate, unflinching.

Then he reaches for those trousers.]

[ That upper body should have a little more meat on them - but his beloved is ill. The good meals Kexing is feeding him every day now will help, and once Zishu is healed, he will put on healthy weight.

It doesn't detract from how beautiful Kexing finds him. Especially with the hunger he's managed to awaken in those eyes with his teasing way of stripping. He knows precisely what his beloved wants, how frustrated moving from his trousers to his hair without pulling that last layer off must make him.

Kexing shakes his hair free, setting the ornaments down by the time Zishu stands before him. He gazes with equal hunger over that bared body and lets his arms hang at his sides - silently inviting those fingers to finish the job, as is only Zishu's right.

This form of play inflames him. He knows that'll be even more obvious once he's just as bare before his soulmate. And doesn't care. ]

[Yes, he has noticed he has lost weight, but that is to be expected. His Lao Wen's meals are a comfort to more than his stomach and so he has been eating more. They will see the effect soon and Zishu will feel...more comfortable. More desirable.

But maybe, hopefully, he is attractive to his beloved like this. He is encouraged by the playful stripping and by the teasing. So he lets his Lao Wen see all of him.

Every scarred inch. He draws his hair over his shoulder to bare his back and shoulder-blades. Then he grabs those trousers.]

Mine. [Zishu opens those trousers and pushes them down Kexing's hips. Then he bends down to help his soulmate out of them completely. Licking his lips, he looks up and feels the stirring in his groin again.]

[ He knows his poor love can't taste anything now. But the fact Zishu has been eating more anyway gives him a pleasure he lets his soulmate see as they eat together.

Getting to see that beautiful back and those perfect shoulder blades makes him gasp, and he licks his lips without shame. He runs fingertips over them, looking forward to the chance to kiss and nuzzle them - later. His soulmate gets to decide how this goes. And Kexing likes the direction taken, as that voice claims him and those hands open his trousers, pushing them down to his ankles.

He smiles slowly, gaze dark with love and heat as he steps out, completely bare before his beloved. And very obviously enjoying this new state of being as he looks down at his A-Xu. ]

Yours.

[Kexing's happiness inspires him to eat more and he is rewarded with his beloved's joy. One day he hopes to devour those meals with the flavors lingering on his tongue.

He hears the gasp and he turns a little more so Kexing can see his, yes, scarred but also graceful back. It means more than he can say that his soulmate is attracted to any part of him. There are so many days that Zishu feels...old. Sickly. Almost...tainted.

Those trousers are soon out of their way and Zishu rises slowly, clearly taking in the arousal that greets him. A soft smile is directed at Kexing then and he stands facing his beloved. After taking hold of his hands, Zishu tugs him to their bed, sitting down on it. He pats the place beside him, eyes bright.]

I tried to imagine you, but my mind couldn't do you justice.

[ Zishu is his heart and humanity. His very soul. Everything.

Kexing sees the scars, but finds them beautiful simply for being part of his soulmate. He makes sure to pay extra attention to those shoulder blades, but also strokes over each scar - loving on them with an appreciative sigh.

When his beloved stands, he drapes his arms around him before Zishu claims his hands, making him chuckle as he lets himself be led. He settles beside him, pressing eagerly close and wrapping his arms around his beloved again. ]

You have me. You don't have to use your imagination anymore.

[His scars aren't avoided; they aren't treated with any less love. Zishu adores Kexing for accepting the part of him that frightens him the most. The Zhou Zishu who pushed those nails deep into his meridians needs Wen Kexing's love - and he feels like he has it.

Those arms around him feel good, but he wants to conserve his energy, so he sits on the bed. Kexing doesn't disappoint him and he grins brightly when they are snuggled close. His arms encircle his beloved and he begins to stroke softly over his Lao Wen's gorgeous body.]

I might still use my imagination. [His eyes flash with mischief and he climbs onto Kexing's lap.]

[ When they're seated side by side, he leans in to kiss over the scars on his soulmate's chest, gaze fixed on his beloved. Even the marks left by the nails are carefully kissed and stroked. He accepts all of his A-Xu.

Kexing arches into Zishu's touches as well, sighs of pleasure escaping before he laughs at those silly sweet words and falls back, tugging Zishu down with him when his soulmate climbs into his lap. ]

Don't exhaust yourself, A-Xu. I want to take care of you.

[Those kisses make him feel like a human again. He caresses Kexing's cheek and watches him with undisguised tenderness. The nails have no hold over him; not in the face of the love he has for this man.

His fingertips glide over Kexing's strong back, around his sides, down to his hips and thighs. It feels freeing to touch at random and he climbs over his soulmate, fully intent on claiming him. Or letting himself be claimed. Either way, it binds them together - and that is what he wants most.]

When I'm better... [He promises fervently...] I'm going to make love to you for a week straight.

[ That tenderness is answered full force. Kexing has learned that he would happily give every last bit of his own power to Zishu if it meant his soulmate stayed healthy and alive. Everything. No cost is too high for him if it means Zishu lives.

Kexing smiles softly up at his beloved, only to flush and drop his gaze a little, suddenly looking rather shy at that promise. That Zishu wants to do that, that he wants to live. He wraps his arms around his love and leans up to claim a needy kiss as he tries to figure out just how to respond. ]

I won't forget your promise, A-Xu. [ He finally murmurs, lips barely pulling from Zishu's to speak. ]

It won't be long with you working with Lady Wen.

[Zishu would never ask for sacrifices from his Lao Wen. Having him here with him is all he needs; all he desires. Life is worthwhile again because of him and he returns that soft smile, tilting his head when Kexing looks away. Has he made the infamous Ghost Lord of Ghost Valley shy?

Grinning at the kiss, he pours his love into it, melting over Kexing, letting their bodies fit together as they were always meant to. His breathing is hitched when it ends and he chuckles.]

I don't want you to forget. [Another kiss follows and Zishu isn't sure how much time passes. It doesn't matter.]

She has been very helpful. But... No one can replicate what you do for me.

[ All the more reason for him to be willing to just do it, should he feel it necessary. Kexing might be the Lord of Ghost Valley, but this is his A-Xu. His other half. The person worth living for.

He hums as their bodies meld together so perfectly, but that hitched breath spurs him to worrying a little again and he rolls so he's stretched out over Zishu and lifts up just a little. He claims another softer kiss and smiles lovingly down into his beloved's eyes.

Only to let himself grin a little at that last bit. ]

And what exactly do I do for my A-Xu?

[The possibility wouldn't occur to him and it's best he doesn't know the whole truth or he would do everything in his power to stop Kexing. His lover's soul - his life - are far too precious and Zishu feels unworthy of them.

He blinks slowly, surprised when their positions are switched - so gently too! The kiss is laid upon his lips just as sweetly and Zishu returns the pressure, wrapping his arms around his Lao Wen. His heart is overflowing with love for this man and he doesn't understand how he got so lucky.]

I can't put it all into words. [Small tears well in his eyes and he looks over his Lao Wen longingly.] I wish I had the energy...and the stamina...to show you. But I can touch you. I can feel your skin against my hands...

[So he lets his hands wander, stroking up and down Kexing's strong arms, over his chest and around to his back.]

[ Being worthy of each other or not doesn't matter as long as they're together.

Kexing smiles into the kiss as those arms wrap around him and chuckles a little before kissing over his beloved's eyes, then his cheeks, then finally the tip of that nose before returning to those soft lips with a happy little moan. ]

You will grow stronger. And until then...you should definitely touch your Lao Wen.

[ The new position makes it easier on Zishu to touch him as much as he wants, leaving Kexing squirming and arching eagerly into those hands with little gasps and hums of delight. ]

[Kexing's ability to sweep everything painful to the side amazes him. His sadness disappears and the tightness in his chest and his throat ease. Those kisses over his face have his full attention and he beams at the little moan, returning that final kiss with all the love in his heart.]

He doesn't mind?

[Zishu laughs at the wiggling, the arching and he finds the places that cause his beloved to shiver and sigh, stroking them tenderly. His Lao Wen is everything to him; the glue that holds him together.]

Are you sore anywhere?

[ He is a man who has learned the necessity of burying things to function. But he's also a man who has learned the joys of easing any pain in those he cares about. Zishu is his focus, and he loves feeling his beloved relax because of something he'd said or done. He melts into that kiss, humming happily before laughing and nuzzling their noses together. ]

Oh no. He doesn't mind at all. He's rather hoping you will!

[ Every laugh his A-Xu gives him is music to his ears. He lets sounds slip from his lips in answer to those gentle touches, feeling them seep in and warm him from the cold places he's gone in the past.

Sore? He shifts his weight and guides one of Zishu's hands around...to over his chest as he gazes sincerely into his lover's eyes. ]

It's healing, A-Xu...but it still aches.

[ Healing, because Zishu is. Aches, because Zishu is still so weak. ]

[Zishu has and will always admire his soulmate's strength. He is very protective of that strength too because he knows what it costs Kexing. His beloved is vibrant and fierce, showing the world a mask so it doesn't dare challenge him, but when they are like this, stripped bare, he sees beneath that mask. He sees a beautiful, fragile man who deserves all the love he can give.]

Then how can I disappoint him?

[He presses a kiss to Kexing's forehead and traces the muscles of his abdomen and is just about to caress his hips when his hands are drawn back to his lover's chest. To his heart.]

What can I do?

[Zishu presses closer and rests their foreheads together.]

I owe my life and my happiness to it. I will do anything to ease that ache.

[ So few see past the masks he shows the world. But Zishu sees him and it sinks into his core. With this man, he doesn't have to pretend to be alright or whole.

And Zishu loves him anyway. ]

You can't disappoint your Lao Wen.

[ Kexing leans into that kiss to his forehead with a hum. Then settles over his beloved, letting their fingers entwine as their foreheads rest together. ]

A-Xu...it will only heal when you regain your strength.

[ He lets a smile appear then, and nudges their noses together. ]

And show me by making love to me for a week.

[Always. Kexing doesn't have to pretend to be alright. If he is hurt or angry or lost, Zishu will be there to take hold of his hand.]

I'll remember that the next time he acts pitiful.

[Chuckling, he softens when they settle together, two halves of a whole. He presses their palms flush and listens to the voice that can reach him no matter what.]

I'm... I am. It just takes time.

[Blinking, cheeks a pale pink, he tilts his head and captures Kexing's lips for a loving kiss.]

Mmm did I say a week? I meant a month. We'll just have to schedule everything for when we need to breathe.

[ It's hard for him to let go. To let the mask down. But he can't deny Zishu anything anymore.

He can't resist laughing with his soulmate and settles them on their sides, pulling the blankets up and over them to fend off any chill. ]

And I will be here every step of the way.

[ He hums into the kiss, eyes fluttering closed as he feels his soulmate's love sink into him. Healing him. Then grins when the kiss breaks and tucks their heads together before giving Zishu an amused, delighted grin at the corrected promise that makes his heart leap. ]

We'll find our way.

[Zishu snuggles under the blankets, wrapping his arms around Kexing. There is something deliciously intimate about nestling under covers with his lover. His hands smooth over the strong body of his Lao Wen and he bends slightly to kiss his chest.]

Then I won't fail.

[His eyes close blissfully too and he melts into the kiss, tenderly, wordlessly letting his soulmate know what he means to him.

A smile lingers on his lips when they simply lay together and he feels his body heat at his promise. A month. And then...

The rest of their lives too.]

We will forget all of the pain.

[ He wiggles until he can tangle their legs together, his arms already curling around his beloved as they find the best way to curl together. He sighs softly as contentment settles over him, loving every press of their bodies. The heat of his beloved. Signs of life and growing strength. ]

No pain, A-Xu. Only pleasure for us.

[ He nuzzles their noses together and claims a soft kiss just because. ]

Rest, I'm not going anywhere.

[Kexing knows how to fit them together, legs twining, arms holding, and Zishu honestly doesn't hurt when they are like this. He welcomes his soulmate, his better half, with a soft smile and he caresses a cheek, marveling that he can have this. What reason more does he need to live?]

Only pleasure with you.

[He melts into the kiss and his eyes close.]

Stay with me, Lao Wen. I won't keep you waiting long.

[ Kexing sighs in bliss as they settle, curled together. He nuzzles into that hand with a soft smile, eyes lidding peacefully.

The kiss leaves him humming, and he claims another one in answer to that request. ]

You won't lose me, A-Xu. I'm here.

[His Lao Wen is adorable. Oh he is just as insane as him, of course, but also adorable. Zishu wants to keep him; he wants to live with him for years and years to come. Closing his eyes to sleep is almost frightening, but he has to believe he will wake up.]

I will see you...when I wake?

[ They're both utterly mad. But it works for them. He hears that fear and tightens his arms around his soulmate, knowing that fear himself. He rolls them again, settling Zishu over him, and nuzzles his temple as he adjusts the blankets to make sure Zishu remains covered and warm. ]

Of course you will.

[ So Zishu has to wake up. ]

[His fear eases and he relaxes over his Lao Wen, focusing only on the beat of their hearts. The rhythm is the same. What happens to one will happen to both; they are never alone.]

I love you.

[With everything he has to give. Zishu gives a little sigh and hugs onto Kexing before drifting off to sleep.]

Edited 2022-01-13 10:14 (UTC)

[ This may well become his favorite way to sleep. With his beloved resting on top of him, their limbs tangled together. He feels his very soul warm at those sweet words and presses a kiss to Zishu's forehead. ]

I love you, A-Xu.

[He makes a sleepy noise, curling against - and around - his Lao Wen. There are no complaints about this position from him either! It means his beloved can't leave without him following - and he will always follow.

Sunrise will see Zhou Zishu stirring and kissing his lover's neck, thanking him, loving him...]

How is your husband doing?

Edited 2021-11-28 23:23 (UTC)

He is much improved! Wen Qing was able to heal him a fair bit. There is more to be done before he is fully healed, but it will happen.

I'm glad to hear it. I'd worried. I hope the rest of his recovery goes smoothly.

You are a very kind soul. You helped stabilize him, she took what you did and expanded on it.

I'm happy I could help and relieved you were able to find someone with the skills needed to heal him. I hope to meet him properly someday.

You will! He wants to meet you properly. I still plan to cook for you. What do you like to eat?

I'm not terribly particular. I grew up on simple fare- stews, soup and bread with meat sometimes, but I'll try most anything.

I won't be in town for the next week at least however, so don't feel a need to rush. As well, I can return quickly if there's an emergency.

Then I will introduce you to some of my favorites.

Do you need help with anything?

I'm honored.

There's nothing I need help with at present, but I may have a favor to ask when I return. It would be useful to learn how to transfer energy.

I would be happy to teach you! And should that change, you can count on me to do what I can for you.

Thank you. I'm grateful for your assistance. I'll let you know when I'm back in the city.

[Only he won't, bc the whole coup thing happens]

Edited 2021-12-11 22:28 (UTC)

I look forward to meeting you under better circumstances. Safe travels.

[ Coups are just another fun pasttime! ]

If you touch any of the mirrors, I'm divorcing you.

A-XU! Don't divorce me! I won't touch the mirrors!

Why don't you want me to?

Cross your heart?

If I say they're dangerous, it will only interest you further, won't it?

If they're dangerous, did they hurt you? If they did, I'll smash them.

I believe they played a hand in the deaths of our allies. But nothing is for certain.

Don't touch them. Don't look at them.

Just stay with me.

I'm with you, A-Xu. Forever.

[ A moment later, then- ]

I can't cross my heart. He'd probably kill me.

Your heart belongs to me, doesn't it? You don't need to cross it. I believe you.

My heart is you, A-Xu.

Come make candles with me. I miss you far too easily.

Where are you?

Not far from the water's edge. Be careful. Have your fan ready.

[ Zishu calls, Kexing will answer. Always. So yes, his fan is out and ready as he flies down to the water's edge. Ready and willing to lash out to defend his soulmate. ]

[The dead remain in the water, but if they venture onto the land, they will become something unnatural. Thus why Zishu is making candles. To guide the souls, at least, elsewhere.]

Lao Wen... [He reaches for him, Baiyi in his lap.]

A-Xu.

[ For now, they remain where they are. Kexing settles beside his beloved, claiming that hand with a soft smile. ]

Do you need anything more for making candles?

The bees were generous enough for me to make some.

[He motions at a bowl of beeswax and pulls Kexing's hand against his chest.]

Wei Wuxian spoke of the mirrors. I don't think they are random objects; I think they were placed here for us to find.

[ Well if his beloved is wanting to be cuddled...Kexing shifts so he is half draped around him and rests his chin on Zishu's shoulder. ]

I think he would have a good idea. And that wouldn't surprise me.

[Everything inside of him settles, aligning like the stars in the sky. He leans their heads together and pauses in his task, closing his eyes.]

He saw visions. From what I heard, I'm convinced not to go near anything that looks too interesting. If we need a mirror, we can use each other.

[ Kexing sighs softly, wrapping an arm around his beloved as he settles against his back. His eyes lower, but don't fully close. One of them has to keep an eye on the waters. He grins at the last. ]

We're good mirrors for each other.

[He is greedy for the contact, nestling against Kexing. Since coming to this place, he has learned to appreciate his soulmate all the more. If a mirror harmed him or killed him...

Zishu turns his head and kisses Kexing's cheek.]

I don't care how I look and you're always gorgeous.

[ So is Kexing. But more than that, knowing he's not about to lose his beloved to the Nails, seeing him heal, has done wonders for him. To lose him to anything else is simply impossible, but he'd follow just as swiftly into death as he does in life.

He leans into that kiss, then grins with a laugh. ]

Lucky me, I get to look at you as long as I want! And you, my A-Xu, are perfect.

[And that's why he has to live. Kexing is too bright and wonderful to die. Look at what he has already overcome! Zishu nuzzles the soft skin of his beloved's cheek and smirks at the laughter.]

If you saw yourself frequently, I wonder if my charm would last...?

[ His arm tightens around Zishu and he snickers before turning his head to claim a fierce kiss from those smirking lips. ]

It would.

[Light and color infiltrate his dull world and he groans, parting his lips eagerly. He wants to be held so tightly that he can barely breathe; he wants to be kissed senseless. But just by this man.]

You're biased. I think I love that about you.

[ Zhou Zishu is his world. The groan and parting of those lips makes him growl and shamelessly press in to deepen the kiss, embrace tightening in the way they both enjoy. Even when the kiss breaks, he pants for breath and presses his face against his beloved's throat. ]

I love my A-Xu too.

[The candles are forgotten as he holds onto those arms embracing him. Even knowing the dead are close and that this entire place is likely cursed doesn't matter. He smiles, breathlessly, and tips his head back to welcome his Lao Wen.]

Are you alright, love? This place is difficult.

A-Xu...

[ They can tackle anything together. Or find a solution to it. Kexing feels his world settle and nuzzles his beloved's throat with a low hum. ]

I have you. I can feel life and health returning to your body. I don't care where we are or where we go as long as you are well and with me.

Where else would I be? [He lifts a hand and strokes over Kexing's soft hair, unable to get enough of him.] I've told a few people that I have a handsome protector and they needn't worry about me. They knew it was you right away.

[Which amuses him. It feels good to be open and honest with his heart for once.]

[ A grin is pressed to Zishu's neck and he kisses the tender skin. ]

Why should I hide the fact I'm yours? I don't want to. [ He lets his voice take on a sulky tone with those words. He's been so utterly open with their fellow refugees about being Zishu's spouse that he can't imagine hiding it now! ]

You didn't have to be open about it. [Zishu turns and cups Kexing's face between his hands, stealing a soft kiss.] I would have understood.

[However this situation clearly makes him happier and he snuggles into their embrace, returning it with a sigh.]

[ Zishu is being too sweet! Of course he melts into those hands and soft lips. They'd hurt each other when they'd arrived - Kexing by sharing he'd not told his beloved about the plan to fake his death...and Zishu by simply revealing he'd taken the nails out, thus hastening his death.

Kexing pulls his soulmate close again, to enjoy the new position. ]

Because I was open about it, so many offered to help. I don't regret it.

People still ask how you're doing.

[He had hated seeing Kexing so desperate, so broken; that had never been his plan. But he is nothing if not stubborn and with help from various healers, he has found stability. Nothing is sweeter than seeing and feeling his Lao Wen's joy and he smiles, resting against his beloved, knowing he is safe.]

No one gave you any trouble?

[His cheeks pink and he grins.]

And you tell them I'm fine because I have you, right?

[ He claims a quick kiss then nuzzles those pink cheeks with a grin. Nothing sooths his fractured spirit more than snuggling his A-Xu's healthy body. ]

Locals would have, but they weren't told. Those I spoke with didn't care, only that you were cared for.

[ Kexing smirks, nuzzling their noses together. ]

Of course!

[He traces over Kexing's features with soft fingers, marveling over him. Fractured or whole, his Lao Wen will always have him.]

I love you.

[In case that isn't ridiculously clear.]

I couldn't have a better healer or protector.

[ Those fingers over his face bring peace and he hums, eyes closing to enjoy the gentle touches from his beloved. Those three precious words make his heart skip a beat and his smirk turns to a smile as he tightens his hold on Zishu.

He turns into his beloved's fingers, nuzzling them as he peeks at the man pressed so perfectly against him. ]

I couldn't love you more than I already do.

[His fingertips trail down Kexing's nose and over his lips, tracing and memorizing. Zishu's eyesight is poor, but he knows his Lao Wen. Soon his lips replace his fingers and he kisses the other man tenderly, treating his soulmate with all the softness Kexing deserves.]

You're my reason for everything. [He smiles as he pulls back.]

[ Maybe one day that sight will strengthen, returning to how it had been before. Until then, Kexing will be his eyes.

Soft lips that remind him why he wants to live only as long as his soulmate is with him. He sighs under the soft kisses, then melts into the sweet kiss that makes him Zishu's all over again.

The little laugh he manages is more emotional than he'd meant! ]

You are my life, A-Xu.

[He counts on it. For now, he has his soulmate and a voice to ask questions. Zishu has become skilled at operating without his full senses and, even like this, he is an opponent most can't beat.

The way his Lao Wen melts drives his desire higher. He wants him. But now isn't the time or the place. Running his fingers along Kexing's jawline and into his hair, he smiles lovingly at the laugh.]

Let's get back to a big soft bed, Lao Wen. You're too pretty for me to take in the sand.

[ Who can hope to overpower Zhou Zishu even at a fraction of his former power? So very few! Combined with Wen Kexing? No. That list is even smaller.

A low whine escapes and he shamelessly pouts as words and touch make him burn with want. ]

A nice big feather bed. You promised me a month!

[He can't help laughing, amazed at how easy Kexing makes this for him. But he wants to return the favor. Badly. With the effects of the nails stabilized, he thinks he can. They just need to take their time, which isn't so bad, really.]

You will have your month, love. I wouldn't lie to you.

[ Easy. Zishu looks at him and Kexing wants him.

He beams at that laugh, letting the pout fade because he loves hearing his soulmate laugh. ]

Never?

Never. [His amusement fades and he gazes at the other man solemnly.] I asked you not to lie to me, didn't I? I never ask others to do what I'm not willing to do.

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[ That catches him by surprise, leaving him blinking as thoughts scatter through his mind. Memories, fragments and whole flit around like birds.

Eventually it clears as he pushes them aside and gazes softly at his beloved. Ignoring how his heart hammers away. ]

My A-Xu is a very good man.

[Birds that he has every intention of capturing and placing in some order. Zishu cups Kexing's face between his hands and holds him. Just like this. Steady.]

What did that make you think about?

[ Hands that steady him in a way that nothing else ever has. Kexing leans into them with a little breath, arms curling tighter around Zishu's waist.

Does he dare give voice to those memories? His A-Xu asks it of him. So he draws in a careful breath, lips quirking though his gaze drops. Fingers dig just a little into the heavy cloth at Zishu's waist. ]

Broken promises. Empty words.

[The answer doesn't surprise him. So much must have happened to his Lao Wen to transform him into the terrifying Ghost Lord. Zishu loves both sides of his beloved and he doesn't shy from understanding the darker aspects. He just wishes he could have been there with his soulmate, holding his hand, helping him escape that nightmare.]

I will prove mine are not empty. [Zishu presses his lips to Kexing's forehead.] What I know, what I feel... You will be told. It feels right to be honest with you.

[ He doesn't like thinking about what he'd gone through at the hands of the previous Ghost Lord. He'd survived it, had learned how to protect himself with masks and acts. Had learned to be hard and cruel and insane. Clinging to the only thing left to him.

The kiss to his forehead draws him out and he gives himself a little shake as he focuses on his soulmate. ]

You promised me you would live. And you are. I can feel your body getting stronger, A-Xu. Nothing else matters.

[What can he do besides sit and wait patiently? If his beloved is afraid to come out, hiding behind insanity, Zishu will stand beside him, never wavering. His smile is a little sad and he sighs, pulling his Lao Wen into his arms.]

I will keep my promise. All of my promises. I don't make them lightly. You are my heart and soul.

[ He presses into those arms, tucking his face against the strong pulse at Zishu's neck and nuzzling a little. ]

And so my soulmate is very good to me.

As if my Lao Wen doesn't take care of me. [His voice wobbles with emotion and he rubs over Kexing's strong back.] You've carried me and lost sleep over me. I'm sorry I scared you.

[ The emotion in his beloved's voice makes him shudder and he tightens his hold on Zishu. ]

No more apologies. I like carrying you.

[These arms are safe and he happily gives Kexing all of him. Every last bit.]

One day I will carry you for the hell of it.

[ He presses a grin to Zishu's neck. ]

I'll swoon just so you can have an excuse~

[A grin that crosses his lips too, fierce and bright.]

You will never touch the ground. I will carry you in my arms and care for you.

[ Oh that's not fair! How is he supposed to remember to breathe?! ]

I don't need to touch the ground. I'll fly!

Do you have wings? [Zishu tickles Kexing's sides in his "search".] Where do you keep them? Under your pretty shoulder-blades? Is that why you like them so much?

[ Kexing squirms, grinning at the tickling hands. ]

Maybe you should look for them tonight, A-Xu~ Only you can find them.

[No! There is no escape! Except that Zishu forgoes the tickling to kiss his Lao Wen's neck.]

I'll start here if you don't mind.

[ His attempts to escape are so pitiful he barely even moves. Why try when he has his soulmate pressed so happily against him? Kexing laughs, tipping his head back to welcome soft lips as he shivers just a little. ]

Anywhere you want.

[He hums, absolutely content, nibbling on the soft skin under Kexing's ear. He refuses to stop until the flesh turns a bit pink.]

Even if I started with your toes?

[ The nibbling makes him shudder and lean against his soulmate, eyes fluttering closed in contentment. ]

My toes are very far away from my perfect mouth, A-Xu.

[He gasps close to Kexing's ear and then laughs mischievously.]

But not so far from another part of you I enjoy to kiss.

[ He loves that mischief in his soulmate's laugh and it takes effort to purse his lips into a pout and flutter his eyes pathetically. ]

You prefer kissing another part of me? A-Xu! You'll need to be more specific!

Find us a bed and I'll show you what I mean.

[Zishu pulls back and nudges their noses together.]

I want to start on our month the moment we're away from here.

[ The pout immediately softens as their noses nudge together at that promise and he tilts his head just enough to claim a soft kiss. ]

The Merchant said the next ship will be here tomorrow.

[He brings Kexing's hand to lay over his chest, his heart beating strongly and steadily. The kiss makes him shudder and he leans forward, practically melting over his soulmate.]

Tomorrow. Shall we embarrass our fellow passengers?

[ He strokes over that strong, steady beat of the heart he loves so fiercely. Kexing hums as he adjusts to support his beloved's weight, claiming another kiss just because before grinning against those soft lips. ]

If they want to watch let them. I don't care.

[The answer makes him chuckles and he presses another kiss to Kexing's lips, proving that, no, he can't resist them. He also knows he is being ridiculous, but haven't they earned a little fun?]

I don't either. [Zishu holds their chests together.] Do you feel that? Mine is like yours.

[ Why bother trying? Kexing smirks then nudges their noses together with a low purr. Then arches against Zishu, feeling how their hearts beat as one. ]

Of course. We're Fated, my A-Xu. Two bodies, one soul.

[Zishu welcomes him, embracing him tighter. He runs his hands greedily over Kexing's back and down to his hips, enjoying him. His soulmate might be fierce and deadly, but he feels perfect in his arms.]

I don't know what I've done to deserve you.

[ Those hands running over his body steady him in ways he can never express in any way other than a soft sigh as he curls into his beloved's arms. ]

Does it matter?

[Maybe their souls are talking, steadying one another, learning how to be whole? Zishu smiles softly and kisses Kexing's temple, always happy to hold the other man.]

No. It doesn't. You're here and that's all that matters.

[ Only whole when together. Kexing happily snuggles close, arms tightening around his soulmate. His reason for living. ]

Wherever you go, I will always follow.

[Hearing those words makes his breath shudder in his lungs and he closes his eyes. When he thought Kexing had died, all of his reason for living had died with him. He doesn't want to feel like that again - and he doesn't want the one he loves most to feel that way either.]

No more pretending to die and I won't do something stupid.

[ He feels that shudder and shifts until he's straddling his beloved's lap, leaning over him with an intent gaze. ]

Any more plans I make, I will tell you. I will live, so you have to stay with me. If you die, I will just find a way to go after you.

[Oh. Zishu swallows hard and runs his hands down Kexing's sides, gazing up at his soulmate in wonder.]

No. Lao Wen, we will live. I love you like this, alive and hot against me.

[ He drapes his arms around his beloved and presses in close before claiming a kiss. Then grins a little against Zishu's lips, wiggling his hips just a bit to tease. ]

I think there are too many clothes for you to really feel how hot I am for you, A-Xu.

[The hot lips and the wiggling shoot heat straight through him. He is certain even the dead can't chill him now! Zishu arches shamelessly, making it clear that he is quite serious about wanting Kexing.]

I can help take off the edge if you like.

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[ The arching up against him draws a happy moan and he gives that offer serious thought. But eventually sighs and flops over dramatically. ]

You promised me a nice bed, A-Xu~ I'm saving myself for that!

[He grins at the dramatic reaction, capturing his Lao Wen and hugging him snugly. No, sorry, you don't get the option of flopping away from him!]

Are you afraid you'll be carrying our child, Lao Wen?

[ He laughs at being caught so easily by his beloved and happily wraps himself back around Zishu. His cheeks flush but he grins as a thrill runs through him at the very idea. Their child. ]

I want to! I just like nice beds.

[Oh yes, his beloved is silly and Zishu adores that about him. Settling his arms around Kexing's waist, he pretends to look put out.]

We might not manage it on the first try, you know. We'll need to practice.

[ He likes being silly with his A-Xu. He loves hearing those laughs and earning those grins. He smirks at that feigned pout before twisting his expression into one of wide-eyed concern. ]

Are you up for that? You're still healing. Maybe you aren't strong enough to...practice.

[His eyes narrow at the challenge and he smoothly rolls their bodies, pinning Kexing against the sand. He speaks lowly for his lover's ears only:]

My body will do what I tell it. I've had to watch you all this time and not act. You're alive.

[Zishu's voice shakes.]

You're alive.

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[ He grins at those narrowing eyes, letting his soulmate move them however he wants. Being pinned under that beautiful body makes him shudder and ache, and his eyes lid at the voice in his ear.

But then it shakes and he arches, offering all of himself. ]

Prove to yourself that I'm alive, A-Xu. I'm yours.

[Zishu recognizes his Lao Wen's kindness immediately - how his beloved presses against him, reminding him to breathe. It just inflames him further and he glances around the beach to make sure they are alone. Then, hands shaking, he unties Kexing's robes just enough so he can slip a hand inside.

To touch...bare skin. He smiles at the first contact, caressing the sinful softness.]

You can keep any blankets. I just want you covering me.

[ Kexing trusts his beloved to make sure they're alone, including their underwater companions staying put. Feeling those hands loosen his robes and then slip inside, he sighs happily. It's nothing to how they'd lain naked together on that comfortable bed, but it's more than they've managed since leaving that city.

He grins and kisses the tip of his soulmate's nose. ]

I'll keep you warm, A-Xu!

[Soon. Soon they can return to wearing nothing and pressing against one another. Until then, Zishu lets his hands wander, admiring his Lao Wen in all of his perfection. He caresses his sides, his chest, his stomach, letting the hot skin guide him. Without saying anything, his fingers declare his love and he smiles at the silly affection.]

Let me keep you warm too.

[ Never soon enough! He's greedy for his soulmate. But for now, these touches will just have to do. And he listens to that declaration of love from gentle fingers, answering just as silently in how he presses into them. ]

You do.

[He presses their lips together, arms moving to cradle his Lao Wen to him. It hurts to love someone this much, but he welcomes the ache. He has never felt more alive.]

We'll...find a way. I'm ready to look and learn. This world has to have some answer.

[ He'd never had anyone to love so much before seeing Zishu again. He'd known instantly that this was the man he wanted to stay with. It hasn't been easy, but he doesn't regret a thing about their love. Even the pain of it.

Kexing parts his lips, opening himself, offering himself to anything his soulmate wants to take from him. ]

We'll find it together, A-Xu.

[He hopes to bring them happiness - so much so that it outweighs the pain. His Lao Wen deserves that for being so kind and patient. Zishu dips his tongue between those lips, treating Kexing like a delicacy, exploring the far corners of his mouth until he must breathe.]

Mmm... I'll spend eternity making you the happiest man.

[ Only for his A-Xu. For the other half of his heart and soul. He moans happily at the deeper kiss, how their tongues lazily duel and taste. Leaving them breathless. ]

I'll hold you to that, Zhou Zishu.

[His dark eyes sparkle when he pulls part and he gives Kexing a loving smile. Then his hand dips under the waistband of Kexing's trousers, taking hold of him.]

I would expect no less.

[ He loves that sparkle. His lips part at the sudden grip and he tilts his head back with a soundless gasp and rocks up in shameless offer. He simply doesn't care if they're spied. ]

[Zishu will take care of his beloved. If anyone dares to interrupt this moment, he will be bring his sword to their throat. His sweet Lao Wen deserves to know he is loved and so Zishu's fingers stroke him deftly, tightening his grip just so.]

I'm with you.

[ Oh he knows. In how Zishu always lets him close. In those smiles. How hard his soulmate fights to live.

Kexing can't resist the groan as those fingers tighten around him and stroke perfectly. He lets his hands wander in answer as his body responds, arousal growing harder with each stroke. ]

Always, my A-Xu.

[He will keep fighting until there is nothing of him left. As long as he can sense Kexing near him, he has every reason in the world - in the universe - to keep living.

The groan has him smiling and kissing his soulmate's soft lips. He knows what feels best on him and so uses that knowledge with his Lao Wen.]

Do you want my mouth on you?

[ He knows that now. It helps him breathe each day. To keep going himself, so his beloved has his reason to fight.

Kexing lets himself be carried away by those perfect touches and kisses, lets his body show his love and desire for this wounded mate of his. It doesn't keep his little laugh from being any less shaky at that question. ]

Yes. Anything, A-Xu.

[Each day he wakes to his Lao Wen's happy smile and Zishu has everything he could ever want. After he lost his master and his disciples, he had thought no one needed him anymore. But his beautiful soulmate proves otherwise.

That's why Zishu wants to pleasure him. Saying he loves Kexing just isn't enough!]

Anything? [He teases and kisses Kexing one more time before he shifts his focus to the hard arousal in his hand. Bending down gracefully, he takes the length between his lips and circles it with his tongue.]

[ Every day Zishu wakes next to him makes him able to face that day. He can do anything if his soulmate is with him.

Kexing grins at the tease and kisses back. ] Of course! We're Fated.

[ But then that mouth descends and draws a gasp from his lips as he feels that wet perfect heat lap at him. He arches just a little into that perfect mouth, welcoming anything his beloved wants to do or taste. ]

[His sweet Lao Wen. Zishu is ashamed to admit that he questioned their bond when they first met. He had given up on himself and suddenly this bright beauty was encouraging him to live? No one is luckier than him.

He works the length into his mouth, sucking slowly, seductively, his eyes fixed on Kexing. Yes, he believes it now. They are Fated. And this is where he belongs.

Sliding a hand up Kexing's stomach, Zishu purrs, seizing this moment just for them. Everything else can wait.]

[ Of course Zishu had questioned it. He'd wanted nothing to do with life. Kexing had simply worked hard to make it impossible for Zishu to keep ignoring him.

That wonderful mouth sucking him down draws a deeper moan, even as he works to hold himself mostly still. After all, someone thrashing about might draw attention, and the only attention he wants right now? Is his soulmate. But he lets his pleasure be seen on his face, in how his body trembles and how he gasps quietly for breath.

The purr makes his back arch as he wrestles with the burning need to get more of that sinful vibration! ]

[It hadn't taken Kexing long to wiggle his way into Zishu's heart. Or, perhaps, he had always been there and Zishu had simply forgotten the connection?

He admires the self-control and sometime soon, when they are alone on a bed, he will seek to break it. But he keeps the bobbing of his head gentle enough, building the pleasure and heat with his lips and his tongue. And, yes, he does take his beloved all the way to the back of his throat. It has been a long time since he has had practice in that art, but he remembers and he knows how to relax the muscles of his throat.

The way Kexing arches tells him all he needs and he continues his purring, giving his beloved everything he wants.]

[ He's insufferable that way~

Kexing looks forward to the day they can just wrap around each other and make love as loud and long as they want. He looks forward to his soulmate breaking his control and claiming him completely.

Until then, this is enough. He feels how skillfully his beloved takes him in, making him melt as his arousal throbs. He buries his hands in sand, moaning softly at the continued, sinful purr that Zishu keeps up to drive him insane. He really has no chance at lasting long! ]

[Wonderfully insufferable.

Zishu looks forward to that day too and Kexing can be certain he will make the most of it. Anyone near enough to hear them will be beet red by the time they take a break! And Zishu won't apologize; he has been waiting for his Lao Wen for a long time.

He picks up the pace, purring and moaning around his beloved. The silky soft skin on his tongue and the sensitive tip are all thoroughly loved. He wants his beloved to feel good; to not only be surrounded by confusion and uncertainty. There's love too and Zishu is strong enough to show it.]

[ Zishu is worth waiting for. And Kexing will make sure his mate isn't disappointed by waiting either.

That mouth and those lips and tongue are driving him to distraction! Not that he cares. He happily murmurs his beloved's name, moaning and sighing as Zishu works him over, drawing him closer and closer to that release his body aches for. ]

[Just the sound of that voice saying his name lights him on fire! Zishu loves when Kexing calls for him and he is determined to answer him every time; to never leave him wondering or in fear that their bond has broken.

Swallowing around his beloved, he sucks harder, faster, growling possessively. He wants all of him. He is making this man his.]

[ As it should~ Kexing loves calling for his soulmate. Often. Loudly. Obnoxiously. Because it makes Zishu laugh sometimes, and call for him right back.

It's that growl and increase in speed and pressure that makes him arch with a louder cry and finally climax. Giving all of himself to his beloved. ]

A-Xu!

[The call is perfect and he swallows everything his beloved has to give. Salt and the sweetness of his Lao Wen's skin fills his mouth and he sucks until he feels everything...relax. Then he pulls back and chuckles, smiling up at Kexing smugly.]

Yes?

[ Kexing simply goes completely boneless, panting for breath by the time he hears his beloved's voice next. He won't be moving unless he has to for a bit! But he grins a bit. ]

A-Xu~

[Zishu crawls over him, making sure to keep his beloved well-hidden should anyone stroll by. This stunning man is his and he wants to enjoy Kexing looking so at peace.]

Lao Wen~

[ He hums happily as his soulmate drapes over him and drapes an arm around him. ]

Your Lao Wen. [ He doesn't need to hear those thoughts to know them. ]

[He tangles their legs together and grins into Kexing's eyes, looking like a satisfied fox.]

I don't feel like sharing.

[ Kexing purrs his own satisfaction and claims a kiss, eager to taste himself on his soulmate's lips and tongue. ]

I don't want you to share me.

[The act surprises him into a grin and he happily shares what he was given. Nipping at Kexing's lower lip, he blushes and rubs his hands over his lover's body.]

I'll claim you soon.

I'm pregnant with your child.

A-XU!

Don't tease me like that!

[ Can you see the pout? ]

Am I not allowed to dream?

It's what we want...

Yes.

Of course you're carrying our child.

I can feel them growing.

It must be from your love.

Is it uncomfortable, my A-Xu? Do you need me to go to you?

Yes. Never doubt me.

I can bear it. This is our child.

But I do want to see you.

How can I?

They're already perfect.

Tell me where to go and I'll be right there. I'll fly!

Good.

Perfect, cunning, adorable...

Come see the stars with me. I've lit a fire just South of the village.

Of course!

I'll be right there!

[ With warm blankets and wine because of course he'll take advantage and fuss over his beloved~ ]

Don't take long.

[They will share a blanket - Zishu insists! And the wine too. Kexing might have a silly soulmate, but he is very loved by said soulmate.]

[ When has he ever taken long when Zishu calls him? Kexing strides up a few minutes later, blankets draped over one arm and wine bottles dangling from straps from the other. He sets the wine down before leaning in to claim a kiss from his silly soulmate then drapes one of the blankets around him before sitting...

Then flops over onto Zishu to press his ear against his mate's stomach with a playful grin. ]

[He smiles at the first sounds of his beloved joining him. Kexing never disappoints him; he can always count on him. When the kiss comes, he grabs the front of his Lao Wen's robes and grins. So what if he's a little smug?

The blanket feels good, but he isn't expecting to be flopped on! Laughing, startled, he cards his fingers through Kexing's hair.]

If you get that close, they might kick you into the fire!

[ He likes when his A-Xu is smug~ And happy. And that smile! Kexing could look at him for days and not tire of his soulmate's beauty.

But he likes surprising his beloved even more! His grin brightens at that laugh and he wraps his arms around his love's waist, nuzzling that stomach as if giving their child affection! Only to sigh happily as those gentle fingers run through his hair. He pouts playfully at the warning and wraps himself around Zishu and peers imploringly up at him ]

They can't when I'm holding onto you like this!

[He doesn't think much of his looks, but his lover's looks are another matter entirely! Wen Kexing has taken his breath away since the moment they met. Of course he couldn't show it. Zishu knows better than to ever reveal his full hand.

Except...now...he can.

The snuggling has him laughing harder and he bends to kiss Kexing's temple, circling his arms around him. Even if their baby existed and had powerful kicks, he won't let his beloved go flying anywhere.]

You're safe, Lao Wen. Our baby loves you.

[ He loves taking Zishu's breath away! It's no less than Zishu's effect on him. They've both had to live with keeping their cards close to their chest just to survive. But with each other...their bond is a special, beautiful thing.

Kexing smiles at the laughter, unable to hold the pout in the face of that beautiful sound, and snuggles close. He's not about to let go now! ]

Of course I'm safe, A-Xu. I'm with you. You'll always protect me.

[ Just as fiercely and jealously as Kexing will protect Zishu. ]

[With each other, everything is clear and sweet. Zishu doesn't fear telling Kexing of his love because he can see his feelings returned each time the other man smiles.

Nestling his Lao Wen comfortably on his lap, he traces over that handsome face with his fingertips. No. No pouting.]

I don't think you need it. [He presses a kiss to Kexing's forehead.] But just in case you do, I'm here.

[ Kexing knows Zishu loves him too, by the real smiles he gets. By those sweet words being said. By how Zishu seems to always lean into wherever he sits or stands.

He sighs softly under those fingers and lets his eyes close as the force of his smile softens. His cheeks pink happily at the kiss to his forehead and he tilts his head up in silent request for a proper kiss. ]

Of course I need you. Always.

[His beloved is a wonderful place to rest! Even when his body is so sore that his clothes cause him discomfort, he loves snuggling in his Lao Wen's arms. It feels safe and Zishu hasn't known a lot of safety in his life.

Beaming at how his soulmate relaxes, Zishu slips his fingers back into Kexing's silky black hair. Then he gives his beloved exactly what he seeks - a long, tender kiss.]

I need you more than you need me, love. I don't think I would have lived this long without you.

[ And he loves being that source of comfort and safety for Zishu. Just as Zishu is where he finds his own safety and rest.

He purrs under those hands and presses into that perfect kiss, one arm slipping around Zishu's neck to hold on. He ends with nuzzling their noses and lips together. ]

I love when you need me. I need that just as much as I need you.

[Zishu keeps close, pressing their foreheads together. He cradles his sweet beloved and smiles into his eyes, letting his touch wander just a little bit. He loves caressing that strong back, for example.]

My Lao Wen, there will never come a time when I don't need you. I could be healthy and immortal and I would still need you.

[ He loves the returning strength in those arms and is just as shameless in stroking over Zishu's perfect shoulder blades. He grins at that wandering hand! ]

That's what I want! I want forever with my A-Xu.

[His cheeks pink and he softens, kissing those perfect lips again...and again. He will never take Kexing for granted. Never.]

Thank you for finding me. [And loving him. Zishu wraps the blanket around Kexing too.] I'll keep you safe in this world. You have my word.

[ Those extra kisses send a shiver through him and he sighs, melting against his beloved. He strokes over Zishu's hair, beaming lovingly up at him. ]

I will always find you.

[ He nudges their noses together again as he's bundled up with his lover. ]

Of course you will.

[With the fire crackling merrily and his love in his arms, Zishu has no complaints about anything. He snuggles Kexing shamelessly, nuzzling him possessively.]

If you don't, I'll find you.

[He grins and slides a hand over Kexing's stomach.]

Have you eaten enough today?

[ The fire can't hold a candle to the warmth he feels in Zishu's arms. He beams and happily snuggles in and gives himself to this precious soulmate of his. A laugh escapes as Zishu rubs a hand over his stomach and arches up as if offering even that! ]

Of course you would!

Did you bring food out here, A-Xu? We should eat! I just brought the wine.

[Some nicely cooked meat is resting on a wooden plate by the fire. Zishu would happily kiss that stomach - it's such a nice offering! - but he would much rather see his beloved full and content.]

Eat, love. I went hunting and found the animals the villagers often consume.

[He kisses Kexing one more time before helping him sit up.]

The wine will be good with it.

[ See how distracting Zishu is to Kexing? He hadn't even noticed the fresh meat! And Zishu can always kiss his stomach after dinner. Kexing won't mind~

His cheeks pink a little as he kisses back, but he's reluctant to let go completely as he sits up. So instead of completely pulling away, he settles against his beloved's side after pulling the plate to them and sets it on their legs so they can share. ]

My mighty hunter~ Did you remember to remove the guts this time?

[He likes being that distracting! And he is rather proud of his meat, okay. He remembered what Kexing had taught him and, well, he didn't ruin it?

He reaches out to hold the plate steady while Kexing snuggles against him. The choice of staying close obviously pleases him as he immediately shares his blanket, draping it over Kexing's back.]

I remember everything you say.

[ He flushes happily at that answer and how his beloved makes sure he's also under the blanket. Just for that, he leans in to claim a soft kiss, gazing lovingly at Zishu for a moment. ]

As you should.

[ The words are teasing, for all the softness in his eyes. Zishu is his source of peace. Sanity. Everything that matters, he finds with his soulmate.

But then he smiles and picks up a piece of meat, nibbling on it before humming his approval. ]

It's good!

[All of the little details matter - and, really, they're not little at all. He doesn't like the idea of Kexing being cold and so he instinctively snuggles his soulmate and smiles into their kiss.]

As I should?

[His eyes widen and he blinks innocently. Then he kisses Kexing's cheek - the right punishment for being adorable, he thinks.

The praise makes him feel giddy and he ducks his head, grinning broadly.]

That means a great deal coming from my Lao Wen. You make such delicious food.

[ Everything that concerns them matters. Every little detail is not too small to meet. So he loves feeding his A-Xu and making sure he eats and sleeps enough to the point he guards that precious slumber.

He grins and kisses his love again. ]

Yes~

[ He laughs and leans into that kiss to his cheek, snuggling against his beloved. That adorable reaction has him grinning again and it's his turn to kiss Zishu's cheek. ]

I like cooking for my A-Xu.

[Now he gets to return the favor~ It's a shame he doesn't have any spices to work with, but meat is usually good after being cooked over a fire.

He peels off a piece of meat and pops it into his mouth, barely detecting the smokiness. But it is still juicy, so he didn't overcook it.

The kisses make him shudder and he closes his eyes.]

I wish I could give you a baby. You'd be the best father.

[ They'll just need to hunt down spices. But for now, this is good enough, and Kexing appreciates the perfection of meat cooked over a fire.

He nuzzles his beloved's cheek, peppering a few more kisses to soft skin before taking another bite of the juicy meat. ]

You'd be the best mother.

We could adopt...A-Xu? I'm sure there are children here who need parents...

[Zishu will enjoy flavor again one day, but for now, it's about the energy food gives him. He eats so he can keep up with his beloved! The kisses just encourage him to enjoy his creation, however eventually he lays his head on Kexing's shoulder and watches the flames dance.]

I don't know about that. [He chuckles and then tips his head curiously.] If we find a place to really settle, I would be open to it. Otherwise it's not fair to drag them around at random.

[ It's why Kexing focuses on foods that are good for his beloved. Filling and energizing. And he rewards Zishu with many kisses and cuddles! Though that's also...because he loves them.

He leans his cheek against his beloved's head as they finish the plate between them, then offers one of the bottles of wine. ]

...So thoughtful, A-Xu. Yes. When we find a place to settle...we'll have many babies that way.

[He loves them too. With the plate set to the side, he can really nestle against his soulmate. Little kisses will find their way to Kexing's neck.]

I'll share with you. [Zishu takes the bottle and pulls out the cork, offering Kexing the first sip.] Do you want a big family, my Lao Wen? One that's loud and happy?

[ He's besotted with his soulmate, as is only natural! He tilts his head in a way to welcome those kisses and he wraps an arm around his beloved. He beams at the offer and happily takes a sip. ]

It's good wine, too!

[ Kexing nudges the bottle back to Zishu and thinks about that. ]

We should have many children. A big family. Happy...and safe. Each one will know they won't be abandoned ever again.

[More kisses will come! Zishu understands that he can't deny Kexing anything. He also knows that he can trust his soulmate with his deepest secrets - no matter how disgusting they might be. Kexing still smiles for him...still loves him.]

Is it? [He takes a swig of it too and sighs, liking the effect as it warms his throat and then his chest.]

No... No one will abandon them. [Those words captivate him and he wraps an arm around his lover's waist.] Why couldn't I have been there for you, love? I would've fought them all.

[ Zishu puts up with how wildly Kexing's moods and thoughts can fluxuate, even now that the Waters he'd drunk as a child have mostly been nullified. This is something Kexing will never take for granted, and does his best to make sure Zishu knows how fiercely and completely he's loved. And really, compared to his own secrets...are Zishu's that much worse?

He nuzzles his love's cheek again at that sigh and snuggles him close. ]

You would have been if you'd known.

[ He tucks his head in against Zishu's neck. ]

You're here with me now, that's what matters.

[If anyone understands a fractured mind - a fractured soul - it's Zhou Zishu. When Kexing is obviously upset, he doesn't shy from him; he doesn't leave him to his nightmares. He stays close and waits, patiently, for his love to turn to him. They are one and he won't let anyone hurt his soulmate anymore.

That's why Kexing's death had gutted him. Finally he had found him and he had waited too long to tell him how he felt.

There are many things Zishu should regret, but that... That stands out from the rest.]

Without a doubt. [He nuzzles and breathes in Kexing's scent, happy to be in his arms.] I had a dream... When I was younger, I had a friend... I liked him so much that I gave him my puppy. I don't know why I started thinking about him after all this time.

[ And Kexing always returns to him. Even when they're apart, his thoughts are on his beloved.

He hums at the nuzzling and snuggles in, tucking himself as close as he can get to the sheltering heat that is his beloved. ]

That boy loved you...very much. That gift hasn't been forgotten.

...Lao Wen? [Zishu whispers in awe, shifting so he can hold his lover with both arms. The wine is forgotten.

Could that little boy be - ? And then...

Well he knows what happened. He doesn't care if his beloved fusses, though he doubts he will: Zishu pulls him back into his lap. With his heart hammering in his ears, he keeps his touches soft.]

I loved you then, too. So much.

[ He can only breathe because of those sheltering arms. He doesn't care about...anything at the moment but curling into his love's lap when pulled in and tucks his face in against Zishu's neck to take a deep breath. He can feel how fast his soulmate's heart beats and strokes gentle hands over his back to try and calm it, worry wrapping around him and squeezing. ]

I know, A-Xu. I've always known.

[His heart is racing because... One of them came back. One of his precious loved ones...his family...returned to him. Zishu inhales shakily and holds Kexing tight, so amazed that he is unaware of the tears in his eyes. Or how they spill down his cheeks and dampen his lover's robes.]

I can't say...if you had stayed...

I don't know. You might have died too.

[ He draws in a startled breath and lifts his head, coming out of those dark memories a bit. Enough to see those tears...and he starts kissing them away as he slowly understands his beloved's fear. ]

I'm with you now. I'm not going to leave ever again.

[The soft lips help quiet his guilt and he rubs over Kexing's back and sides, swallowing against the lump in his throat.]

No wonder you're so cute. [He means it as a tease, but he remembers the sweet little face of his friend. What sort of monster could harm him?]

I kept hoping you survived somewhere, but I never knew.

[ Those wonderful hands help him remember to breathe as he kisses over that poor wet face, occasionally brushing over soft lips before moving back up to those tears. ]

I died and became a ghost, A-Xu. You're the one who brought me back to life.

[He leans into every kiss, returning them. Cupping one of Kexing's cheeks, he steals a kiss of his own. His Lao Wen is alive. This is no ghost that he holds in his arms.]

Then stay alive with me. I won't lose sight of you again. You were my treasure then and you are my treasure now.

[ Each kiss helps chase away the chill of memories. He leans into his love's hand and nuzzles it. Nothing can get him in Zishu's arms. He flushes at being told he'd been this man's treasure when they were children...and that he is just that now. ]

Gladly. I promised you forever and I mean that. You are my life, Zhou Zishu. Wherever you go, I will follow.

[It's nothing but the truth. As children, he had opened his life and shared everything. As adults, he is willing to do that again, but with the addition of them being in love.]

And you are mine. [His smile has more strength and the next kiss he gives his soulmate is firmer.] Wen Kexing, I pledge myself to you.

[ So very deeply, completely in love.

He can only melt when he's told he belongs to this man and he presses into that kiss with more fervor and need, eyes fluttering closed with a little moan. ]

Mm...I still want a pretty little ceremony where we say vows in red~

[His lips part to welcome that need and he brushes his tongue against his beloved's, reassuring them both that this is a fire that will last. Zishu has never felt anything this strong nor has he ever been this sure.]

You'll have it. But for now, you get my vows and firelight.

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[ He moans again as their tongues slowly dance and he presses closer as he lets that fire warm him inside and out. Even when the kiss breaks, he rests their heads together as they catch their breath. ]

I give myself to you, Zhou Zishu. All of myself.

[ His voice sounds shaky and heavy with emotion even to his own ears. ]

[He possessively captures that sound, swallowing it, making it something for his ears only. Nipping and teasing his beloved's lips and tongue until he starts to feel dizzy, Zishu melts as they part, leaning against Kexing. His breath catches and he grins giddily at the return of his vow.]

I love you. You are my heart, my soul and my family. I don't care where we go as long as you are with me.

[ He shudders at that reaction, wiggling in Zishu's lap as his lips and tongue swell under that attention and he can't help (doesn't care to try) panting for breath and beaming giddily. ]

I feel the same way, love.

[He strokes over Kexing's chest, nuzzling their lips together after the kiss ends. The adorable panting has him beaming in return. His beloved is stunning when he's happy.]

You've been so good to me. Then again, that's always been the case.

[ Kexing sighs happily and presses against that hand to his chest, lifting a hand to hold it there as he smiles softly into his soulmate's eyes. ]

We belong together. Now we have more chances, and can heal you. One day your senses will return and your strength will be only equal to mine.

[ So there's a little haughty tease or challenge in that statement. He knows his husband is just as strong as he is. ]

[He finds Kexing's heartbeat and his palm settles there, trying to match each breath...each beat. It's surprisingly easy and he smiles once he manages it.]

You are mighty. I do love watching you fight. [And he loves fighting him even more. It's...more like a dance between them.] Sharpen your fan, love. You'll get your wish soon.

[ It helps him calm as well, and he smiles softly as he watches Zishu matches his breathing.

Only to smirk at the next. ]

We haven't fought in a while. I want you a little stronger before I attack next~ [ He loves their dance-fights. ]

[That little smirk gives him ideas and he reaches for the wine, taking another swig.]

Maybe you should tell me how you want me? For the fight, of course.

[ Good~ Kexing grins and reaches for the bottle to take a swig after his beloved. ]

Of course.

[ He runs his hands playfully over his lover's arms, humming as if he needs to think about it. ]

I want your graceful arms sweeping out to meet mine.

[Watching those lips drink from the wine bottle is...fascinating. Zishu shivers when his arms are caressed and he grins.]

Is that all you want, Lao Wen? Just my arms reaching for yours?

[ He smirks when he looks back at his beloved. Then laughs and moves Zishu's arms in a flapping motion...for the pure joy of being silly. ]

I want...my A-Xu to be strong enough to pin me to the ground and have his way with me.

[What is he? A bird? His lips purse and he frowns, giving Kexing a full pout. Can birds pout? He doesn't think so.]

Are you saying I can't do that now? Am I not good enough for my Lao Wen?

[ He can't resist that pout! So he kisses it as he reaches for his beloved's hands to thread their fingers together. ]

You are my other half. Of course you are good enough.

[ Then he lets his eyes go a little wide, a little concerned as he tilts his head just so. ]

I just worry it would be too much for your current state.

[Damn him. Zishu feels shivers race over his skin at that kiss. He blinks, a little dazed, as his hands are caught.]

Then what are you fussing about?

[Oh no. Not that look. He bites his lip and his gaze hardens, desire sparking behind his frustration.]

Is this where you want me to take you, Lao Wen?

[ He lets the kiss linger, washing away the heavier topic from earlier. He draws his love's hands to rest between them as his gaze softens, blinking slowly into Zishu's eyes. ]

I like fussing over my A-Xu.

[ Oh he could make that so much harder to ignore, considering he's still happily in Zishu's lap. He lets his smirk return, hinting at those thoughts before he leans in to murmur into his love's ear. ]

I was holding out for a nice bed...but I think I don't care anymore.

[He can't hold back a moan, his hands coming to rest on Kexing's chest, his fingers curling into the fabric of his robe. It's almost like he wants to rip the fabric away from his Lao Wen's skin.]

You do, don't you.

[The weight of his beloved is enough to intrigue him and he ends up wiggling, tilting his head to enjoy the voice in his ear.]

You better hope the villagers just think we're a pair of stray dogs.

[Grabbing Kexing around his waist, he lays him down on one of the blankets. Zishu's reflexes are still lightning quick! Then he straddles his soulmate and begins to untie those robes.]

[ Those moans enflame him! He grins into the kiss as he feels those hands rest against his chest, grasping as if to tear his clothes off. He nudges their noses together with an affirming hum, smiling amicably. ]

I love seeing you wear clothes I've picked out for you. Eating the food I provide. Drinking the wine I find. Listening to the music I play for you.

[ All of it is a balm to his wounded heart.

He laugh silkily and presses a kiss to the delicate shell of that ear. ]

Stray dogs...in heat, A-Xu?

[ Not that he cares at this point. Let them listen and wonder. He laughs again as he's grabbed and laid out on the blankets, hair splaying out around him as he beams up at his soulmate. ]

The stars frame you beautifully~

[ Not that he's really looking at them, as those hands are distracting! He wiggles his hips with an impish grin. ]

[This man has given him more than a reason to live; Wen Kexing has given him life. Zishu settles himself on his soulmate's hips, holding him still between his thighs. Meanwhile his hands are very busy, untying his Lao Wen's ridiculously complicated robes until at last he can see the bare expanse of his lover's chest and abdomen.]

I don't care if they think we're in heat. Maybe we are.

[And maybe this is something they need too badly to wait. Blowing out a breath, he lifts himself and works on Kexing's trousers next. Those are easier and he drags them down with a shudder.]

I'll make you see stars that don't exist in the heavens.

[ He beams when he can't really move anymore, not minding that show of strength at all. He enjoys the view as his clothes are stripped from him, baring him to this man who has claimed his heart and soul. Given him a reason to stay alive. ]

Mm...I know I am~ But only for my A-Xu.

[ They've waited long enough. A blanket over the ground, stars in the sky, a hint of privacy...and each other. That's all they need. He arches up to help his trousers be tugged free, heart racing in anticipation and arousal standing proud. ]

Another promise!

[There. Finally. Zishu stares at Kexing, amazed to have him completely nude beneath him. He itches to join him and his hands shift to completing that task. His eyes never leave his beloved and he smiles tenderly, his love spilling over.]

I'm sorry if I'm a disappointment.

[The scars on his torso haven't faded, but his physique is as strong and lean as ever. He only lifts himself to remove his own trousers before he is sitting, quite purposefully, with their hips pressed flush.]

I keep my promises.

[ He sighs happily, smiling softly back up at his beloved. Then huffs as if offended by the very idea of Zishu disappointing him. ]

You could never be a disappointment.

[ Those scars will get kissed and nuzzled, stroked and loved. Shown that his A-Xu isn't ugly because of them, or somehow lacking.

He groans as their hips press together and rocks up, greedy for more. ]

A-Xuuuuu!

[Before he ignores his robes completely, he pulls a small bottle from his pocket. Yes, that is oil. Zishu has been slowly planning this, amassing what he needs to be with his beloved at long last.]

I'm not sure about that.

[His lips quirk and his eyes close for a moment, his breath catching as their hard lengths rub together. Bending over his soulmate, he answers that call with a deep, passionate kiss, his hands smoothing down Kexing's sides and then one of his hands takes hold of Kexing's cock.]

[ He grins at that sign of preparedness and strokes over his love's sides. ]

You brought oil. How can I possibly be disappointed?

[ Only to moan again as their arousals rub together, sending sharp pleasure through him with the promise of more. He sighs into the deep kiss, lips parting in blatant invitation to claim every last bit of him. Kexing cries out into the kiss as Zishu wraps his hand around his cock and rocks up into the touch. ]

[He laughs throatily and sets the oil nearby - within easy reach for when he needs it. Then he draws Kexing into his arms, rocking his hips forward to continue the delicious friction.]

I would never hurt you, my Lao Wen.

[After thoroughly tasting his beloved's lips, he parts just far enough to enjoy that cry. Stroking his sweet soulmate, Zishu grabs the oil with his free hand and uncorks the bottle with his teeth. After coating his fingers, he circles Kexing's entrance seductively while caressing his erection at the same time.]

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